December 14, 2013

Police shooting brings tragic end to a troubled life

Relatives suspect that John Knudsen of Hollis intentionally provoked police into killing him.

By David Hench
Staff Writer

Family members say John Knudsen of Hollis was meticulous, intelligent, extremely capable and generous despite his modest means.

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John Knudsen, who was shot and killed by police in Hollis on Thursday, is seen in a family photograph.

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But he struggled with addiction to alcohol, they said, and it contributed to his death Thursday, when he was shot by police at his home on Little Falls Road.

Police say Knudsen, 61, was shot when he fired a handgun at police after a standoff that lasted more than three hours. An autopsy Friday showed that he died of a single gunshot wound to the upper abdomen.

His sister Kathleen Knudsen-Kneeland of Windham suspects the pain of his addiction got so bad that he intentionally provoked police.

“He knew he was a bad alcoholic and he knew he was going to die from it and he was scared to death,” she said Friday.

Knudsen-Kneeland said her brother bought a gun about 15 years ago, when his house was broken into and vandalized.

“I knew he had the gun up there ... that was an issue because he was a heavy drinker and he had a tendency to pull the gun out when he was drinking,” she said.

On Thursday morning, Knudsen’s wife of four months, Linda Knudsen, was at home when he pulled out the handgun.

“He told his wife he wanted to quit drinking,” Knudsen-Kneeland said. “She told him, ‘John, I will support you in every way ... we’ll do it together,” but he had to put the gun away or she would call police.

He refused, and when Linda Knudsen called police, she was told to go to the end of the driveway and wait for an officer.

As she did, Knudsen fired a shot.


It was a tragic end for a skilled and fun-loving man who endured heartache but found happiness recently in a new relationship.

“Besides the alcoholism, he was a talented, smart, educated man,” Knudsen-Kneeland said. “He built cabinets on the side and he could build an engine from top to bottom. ... I remember him always working on something.”

Another sister, Theresa Kimmey, said that when her brother was 9, he disassembled his bicycle and then put it back together. Later in life, he did the same thing to radios and other electronics. He once sat her on a couch between two speakers and proudly cranked up Santana on the stereo he had made.

And he was meticulous and neat, one of the only mechanics she knew who never had grime under his fingernails. “You wouldn’t even know he worked on vehicles in the garage, it was so clean,” Kimmey said. “Johnny was a jack of all trades, master of many.”

In past years, he raced a Mustang at Beech Ridge Speedway in Scarborough.

He and his sisters traded practical jokes, and he was eager to help friends in a pinch.

“When he was sober, he was the best human being ever,” said another sister, Patricia Bruni of Gray. “He would do anything for you.”

FIRST WIFE’S death hit hard

Knudsen had a job assembling communication towers but injured his neck and was collecting Social Security, his sisters said.

Each summer, he lived out of a camper on Islesboro, serving as caretaker and handyman for an elderly woman who rented out cottages. He let people stay in his house in Hollis so it wouldn’t be vacant. Some people who live nearby thought the property had changed hands several times.

In 2000, his daughter Tonya Knudsen was found dead on a fishing boat moored on the Portland waterfront. Police called her death suspicious but no one was ever charged.

In 2010, his first wife died. They had married when they were just 17 and her death hit him hard. “It was devastating for him,” Knudsen-Kneeland said. “He lost a lot of weight.”

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